Today, I talked with Maryanne on the phone for like, over an hour.
I love having long phone calls. They're so much fun.
We just talked about IB History and about school, how we want to go back already, and hopefully we have the same classes. HAHA.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
MacBookPro
So, today, I FINALLY got my new computer. It is a MacBookPro. I shall no longer have to deal with the unloyal PC anymore. It does not deserve to be used by me if it cannot uphold to my downloading necessities. Haha. Just Kidding. But still. Apple is MUCH MORE RELIABLE. I love it sooo much. Now, I must be very careful not to break this one.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Insignificant Burden
Wow, lately, that's what I've felt like. I don't know why, but I feel like I bother my friends. Do I seem to constantly nag? Constantly try to be in everyone's business? I think being alone is the cause. I guess I'm used to being with everyone at school, that being home with connections cut off, I try every chance I get. But I think that is the downfall. I feel that my friends are becoming more distant. Is it perhaps I don't have unlimited text? Is it because I dread upon trying to save friendships that have become obsolete? Maybe. I try everything I can, but nothing seems to work. I get no replies, and I think it's because of me.
Maybe it is. Maybe I pushed them away. And that just hurts. But then I take a second glance and see that...maybe, it's better this way. They have new lives. We have made all new friends and seem to forget about the others. But I simply refuse to let that feeling of repression win. I knew that at some point in time, we would go our separate ways and our friendships would cease to exist. I was afraid of that happening. I've never had something like that ever happen to me. It's almost as if death has separated us. But, nonetheless I keep trying, and I believe that is what is pushing people away even more. I'm sorry, but I think that soon, I will have to give up for good.
If what I do does not work, well then what else can I do? You go to different schools. I try to text, but never get a reply. But when you do is when I recover a small glimmer of hope. Hope that our friendship will rekindle and be reborn. I try to comment you on myspace...but the reply I get 3 days later is of no use. As time passes, I fear that my options will slowly, but surely run out.
I don't have my time left, I'm afraid, so I will try to do whatever I can. I wish that I could go back to the good old days. But I know that those days are long gone and past. I promise that I will do my best and also hope that you can return the favor.
And to all of my new and recent friends: I hope that this does not happen with you. I've realized that the chances for "Friends forever" are very slim, and only a handful are even that. I will cherish every moment I have, and also cherish the memories of those days as well. But, in the end, "Memories are nice, but that's all they are" (Rikku, Final Fantasy X). I hope that we can recover, and truly hope that maybe things can retrogress back to the way they were.
Friends, I tell you this: I will always be there for you. No matter what. No matter if you leave or if you try to discard your memory of me. No matter what, I will be there to the end. I want to strengthen our bonds and show that "Friends forever" really do exist.
Now, I will go now, and drown my sorrows in my music. That always seems to help...for a while.
I really must try to resist the "Inner Emo" (Neku Sakuraba, The World Ends With You).
Maybe it is. Maybe I pushed them away. And that just hurts. But then I take a second glance and see that...maybe, it's better this way. They have new lives. We have made all new friends and seem to forget about the others. But I simply refuse to let that feeling of repression win. I knew that at some point in time, we would go our separate ways and our friendships would cease to exist. I was afraid of that happening. I've never had something like that ever happen to me. It's almost as if death has separated us. But, nonetheless I keep trying, and I believe that is what is pushing people away even more. I'm sorry, but I think that soon, I will have to give up for good.
If what I do does not work, well then what else can I do? You go to different schools. I try to text, but never get a reply. But when you do is when I recover a small glimmer of hope. Hope that our friendship will rekindle and be reborn. I try to comment you on myspace...but the reply I get 3 days later is of no use. As time passes, I fear that my options will slowly, but surely run out.
I don't have my time left, I'm afraid, so I will try to do whatever I can. I wish that I could go back to the good old days. But I know that those days are long gone and past. I promise that I will do my best and also hope that you can return the favor.
And to all of my new and recent friends: I hope that this does not happen with you. I've realized that the chances for "Friends forever" are very slim, and only a handful are even that. I will cherish every moment I have, and also cherish the memories of those days as well. But, in the end, "Memories are nice, but that's all they are" (Rikku, Final Fantasy X). I hope that we can recover, and truly hope that maybe things can retrogress back to the way they were.
Friends, I tell you this: I will always be there for you. No matter what. No matter if you leave or if you try to discard your memory of me. No matter what, I will be there to the end. I want to strengthen our bonds and show that "Friends forever" really do exist.
Now, I will go now, and drown my sorrows in my music. That always seems to help...for a while.
I really must try to resist the "Inner Emo" (Neku Sakuraba, The World Ends With You).
Friday, June 26, 2009
Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen ; Day Out Hanging Out
So, today I went with a bunch of friends (mainly Rodrigo, Carmela, Ronnel, Camille, Danzel, Caitlin and Theresa) to see TF2.
First, I had to wake up at 4 in the morning to give my dog her medicine 'cause she's sick...and I had to so I could've gone today. I then went back to sleep, and got up again about 8am. I then took a shower and got ready. I had to make copies of our IB summer assignments for Ronnel since his were stolen along with is Algebra II book. Then, I had some breakfast and took care of some medicine stuff for my dog, and then my brother dropped me off at Rodrigo's house, about 10:30am.
It was fun hanging out like that. I really needed it. When I got there, Rodrigo was playing Call of Duty 4. After hanging out with his sister Aprille, and brother Conrad, we played a little bit of Guitar Hero III. Then, he showed me a trailer for the new game, Dante's Inferno, which looks REALLY good, considering we read the book this year.
Then, while Rodrigo's mom went to Costco, we FINALLY finished Resident Evil 5, completely! We finally unlocked The Mercenaries along with other stuff. So, RODRIGO, we need to play THAT now, so you can get more points for your BONUS FEATURES.
After all of that, it was time to leave for the movies. But first, we had to go to the bank so Rodrigo and Aprille could deal with some money business. I feel so out-classed. LMAO.
Then, we went to pick up Carmela at her house, and then headed to Edwards. When we got there, everyone was already there...except for Adri and Caitlin. We bought our tickets and headed inside to wait in line. We were only in line for like 5 minutes before they let us in. We got some really good seats...and just talked before the movie started. It also happened that Amy and Daniel were in the same theater as us...watching the movie. They sat behind us. We were all like, "Is that Amy?!" LMAO.
By this time, Camille went to go get Caitlin, and we were still waiting for Adri. It turns out that Rodrigo, when we gave our tickets to go in, accidentally gave the ticket dude, Adri's ticket. LMAO. It was so funny. So, we called Adri so many times, and it turns out, her decided not to work. She had to end up buying her own ticket, and also paid Rodrigo back for his "fail ticket." LMAO
S, OMFG, the movie was eff-ing awesome. It was sooo good like you don't even know! If you haven't seen it yet, go see it NOW! The movie was hilarious and we were busting up. Especially Theresa. She would laugh so randomly. The movie would be at a really serious part, and she would all of a sudden laugh. But be in for a long movie...its like 3 hours. BUT TOTALLY WORTH IT.
So, after the movie, while people went to the bathroom, we were deciding on what to eat. We were really hungry. And at this point, we began to film Ep. 3 of GRV. If you don't know what GRV is, look up GroupRandomVideos on Youtube. That is the channel Rodrigo, Ronnel, Hillary, Carmela, Jessica, and myself began. It's just video of us when we hang out. Its full of RANDOMNESS!!!!
So, we decided to go to Red Robin. While walking to the mall, we were talking and filming, and NO LIE, this fire hydrant came out of no where and Ronnel crashed into it. It was soo hilarious, you had to be there. When we got the the crosswalk, we saw Jessica in her car right in front of us. It was an awesome coincidence !! It was cool that we ran into her like that. After, we were deciding whether to cross the street or not because there wasn't a light telling us to go. There was the flashing red hand. SO we just waited, and as it turns out, we were correct to wait 'cause the "walking man" signal came up. So we crossed and walked into the parking lot. There we ran into Caitlin's parents and we were there for like 20 mins. While there, Rodrigo called his sister, and it turns out that te conversation went from asking his mom if it was okay to take some people home, to Ronnel demanding that Rodrigo's sister Aprille return his shirt, which coincidentally, she was wearing that same day, while I was at their house. LMAO.
So we ended up changing some money for Caitlin's mom. We all came up with change for a $100 bill. LMAO. Camille had sooo much money, and we were all poking fun at where she got it. LMAO.
We headed into the mall, through Macy's, and after some posing with the mannequins (*ahem, Rodrigo) and walking through half the mall, we finally got to Red Robin. While Adri and Ronnel went with Carmela to turn in her application for Tilly's, the rest of us went to get a table. We sat down and they returned. We ordered and then just talked and filmed some more. It was really funny, too. Theresa went all crazy 'cause she accidentally deleted her inbox on her phone. She was sooo sad. We all divided the bills between all of us. Our server was cool and really nice. We left a really NICE tip.
So, Danzel had to leave, and so did Caitlin, Camille and myself. We walked back through Macy's and, apparently, Theresa, Caitlin, and Camille were stopped by some lady and asked them to be models. LMAO.
We walked back to the parking lot, and then were just standing in the very middle of the lot, talking. Camille and Caitlin left, and everyone else walked with me to Baja Fresh, where my mom, sister and brother were waiting to pick me up. (Thanks you guys for walking me there. I <3 you guys!) So, while I went back home, everyone else went to Best Buy to hang out some more. I really wish I could've went with you!
So, yup. Today was REALLY fun.
I can't wait to do it again.
Now, we have to go see Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs when it comes out and go to CUE to take some pictures, and then maybe have dinner at Tokyo Shabu Shabu.
Can't wait !
Let's make it happen !!
:)
First, I had to wake up at 4 in the morning to give my dog her medicine 'cause she's sick...and I had to so I could've gone today. I then went back to sleep, and got up again about 8am. I then took a shower and got ready. I had to make copies of our IB summer assignments for Ronnel since his were stolen along with is Algebra II book. Then, I had some breakfast and took care of some medicine stuff for my dog, and then my brother dropped me off at Rodrigo's house, about 10:30am.
It was fun hanging out like that. I really needed it. When I got there, Rodrigo was playing Call of Duty 4. After hanging out with his sister Aprille, and brother Conrad, we played a little bit of Guitar Hero III. Then, he showed me a trailer for the new game, Dante's Inferno, which looks REALLY good, considering we read the book this year.
Then, while Rodrigo's mom went to Costco, we FINALLY finished Resident Evil 5, completely! We finally unlocked The Mercenaries along with other stuff. So, RODRIGO, we need to play THAT now, so you can get more points for your BONUS FEATURES.
After all of that, it was time to leave for the movies. But first, we had to go to the bank so Rodrigo and Aprille could deal with some money business. I feel so out-classed. LMAO.
Then, we went to pick up Carmela at her house, and then headed to Edwards. When we got there, everyone was already there...except for Adri and Caitlin. We bought our tickets and headed inside to wait in line. We were only in line for like 5 minutes before they let us in. We got some really good seats...and just talked before the movie started. It also happened that Amy and Daniel were in the same theater as us...watching the movie. They sat behind us. We were all like, "Is that Amy?!" LMAO.
By this time, Camille went to go get Caitlin, and we were still waiting for Adri. It turns out that Rodrigo, when we gave our tickets to go in, accidentally gave the ticket dude, Adri's ticket. LMAO. It was so funny. So, we called Adri so many times, and it turns out, her decided not to work. She had to end up buying her own ticket, and also paid Rodrigo back for his "fail ticket." LMAO
S, OMFG, the movie was eff-ing awesome. It was sooo good like you don't even know! If you haven't seen it yet, go see it NOW! The movie was hilarious and we were busting up. Especially Theresa. She would laugh so randomly. The movie would be at a really serious part, and she would all of a sudden laugh. But be in for a long movie...its like 3 hours. BUT TOTALLY WORTH IT.
So, after the movie, while people went to the bathroom, we were deciding on what to eat. We were really hungry. And at this point, we began to film Ep. 3 of GRV. If you don't know what GRV is, look up GroupRandomVideos on Youtube. That is the channel Rodrigo, Ronnel, Hillary, Carmela, Jessica, and myself began. It's just video of us when we hang out. Its full of RANDOMNESS!!!!
So, we decided to go to Red Robin. While walking to the mall, we were talking and filming, and NO LIE, this fire hydrant came out of no where and Ronnel crashed into it. It was soo hilarious, you had to be there. When we got the the crosswalk, we saw Jessica in her car right in front of us. It was an awesome coincidence !! It was cool that we ran into her like that. After, we were deciding whether to cross the street or not because there wasn't a light telling us to go. There was the flashing red hand. SO we just waited, and as it turns out, we were correct to wait 'cause the "walking man" signal came up. So we crossed and walked into the parking lot. There we ran into Caitlin's parents and we were there for like 20 mins. While there, Rodrigo called his sister, and it turns out that te conversation went from asking his mom if it was okay to take some people home, to Ronnel demanding that Rodrigo's sister Aprille return his shirt, which coincidentally, she was wearing that same day, while I was at their house. LMAO.
So we ended up changing some money for Caitlin's mom. We all came up with change for a $100 bill. LMAO. Camille had sooo much money, and we were all poking fun at where she got it. LMAO.
We headed into the mall, through Macy's, and after some posing with the mannequins (*ahem, Rodrigo) and walking through half the mall, we finally got to Red Robin. While Adri and Ronnel went with Carmela to turn in her application for Tilly's, the rest of us went to get a table. We sat down and they returned. We ordered and then just talked and filmed some more. It was really funny, too. Theresa went all crazy 'cause she accidentally deleted her inbox on her phone. She was sooo sad. We all divided the bills between all of us. Our server was cool and really nice. We left a really NICE tip.
So, Danzel had to leave, and so did Caitlin, Camille and myself. We walked back through Macy's and, apparently, Theresa, Caitlin, and Camille were stopped by some lady and asked them to be models. LMAO.
We walked back to the parking lot, and then were just standing in the very middle of the lot, talking. Camille and Caitlin left, and everyone else walked with me to Baja Fresh, where my mom, sister and brother were waiting to pick me up. (Thanks you guys for walking me there. I <3 you guys!) So, while I went back home, everyone else went to Best Buy to hang out some more. I really wish I could've went with you!
So, yup. Today was REALLY fun.
I can't wait to do it again.
Now, we have to go see Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs when it comes out and go to CUE to take some pictures, and then maybe have dinner at Tokyo Shabu Shabu.
Can't wait !
Let's make it happen !!
:)
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Adds
Ok. So "Adds" whoever you are...Who are you? and why are you stalking us? We just want to know your true identity, or you will be blocked. If you are too lazy to make a public profile, then you don't deserve to see our blogs...
Monday, May 11, 2009
Are You Gay???!!!
So apparently, according to Maryanne, this is the new way to say like "Are you serious?" or "What the hell (or fuck)?" or "Are you mad?!"
Mr. Hernandez: blah blah blah
Brandon: I think we're going to have to to translate the recipe for homework...
Maryanne (looking at Mr. Hernandez): "Are you GAY!?!?!"
WOW
It was hilarious
You had to be there
We were all stunned!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
WOW
All this anger manifesting itself into my blog
Words and powerful
And while words eventually die (Maryanne),
they can make a huge impact while they're alive!
Family Ties Broken
Dear Uncle, your mother is not the only problem.
As you detest everyone within this household, you are the true root of the problem with this "so called" family.
It is all your fault, and I hated you ever since then.
You warped and corrupted everyone here.
I'm sorry.
I try to remain civil, but my grip is slowly, but surely wearing away.
I want out of this house.
I've never wanted to move as much as I do now.
I want to go somewhere nearby where my mother, brother, sister and myself can finally live in peace and quiet.
I surely hope that once my life at Bishop Amat is over, I move out of this cursed house.
That is all I want.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
You Call This A Family?
Pshhh!
I don't think so.
We're just people put together in a house who don't get along.
We used to, but that was what? Almost 10 years ago?
Anything is better than this?
I just, I can't do it anymore.
If one more person yells, I will be there to explode in their face and show them that they're no longer the power master in this house.
I am sick and tired of being the only adult in my house.
I just want it to stop.
So. dear grandmother, since you are the problem, don't be shocked when I turn against you after all these years.
You WILL see how good my Spanish is when I retaliate at your leisure.
I don't think so.
We're just people put together in a house who don't get along.
We used to, but that was what? Almost 10 years ago?
Anything is better than this?
I just, I can't do it anymore.
If one more person yells, I will be there to explode in their face and show them that they're no longer the power master in this house.
I am sick and tired of being the only adult in my house.
I just want it to stop.
So. dear grandmother, since you are the problem, don't be shocked when I turn against you after all these years.
You WILL see how good my Spanish is when I retaliate at your leisure.
Monday, April 6, 2009
This One (Crying Like A Child)
So, I haven't posted anything in a long time. And since I'm sitting here bored with nothing to do, I think it's time to post. So, the title of this post, is also a title of a song; a song whose lyrics contain a deep message. I really enjoy this song, and if you don't know who Hikaru Utada is, then you're a jerk. So here are the lyrics, and they can be applicable to a lot of people, including me. These words go out to someone special to me, or that was....
This One (Crying Like A Child)
Hikaru Utada
This Is The One (2009)
Island Def Jam Records
How can I put this I, I, I...
(You're) an independent woman, I...
I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other your fans
I would love you for a thousand years.
Yours truly
I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that Already
Every day, and every night, your words Ring through me
Who am I trying to fool, honey I've been living on my own like Freddy
But (you're) still a woman, baby tell me how
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
It's just another Friday night
For you and your accessory (lies)
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappears, Sincerely
We should get back on the road like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You're all the shelter that I need above me
Who am I trying to fool Honey I've got your ring tone on my Blackberry
And I won't give a damn if only I knew how
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred jpeg files fillin' up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one, this is the one
Come on and give it up
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever..........
This One (Crying Like A Child)
Hikaru Utada
This Is The One (2009)
Island Def Jam Records
How can I put this I, I, I...
(You're) an independent woman, I...
I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other your fans
I would love you for a thousand years.
Yours truly
I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that Already
Every day, and every night, your words Ring through me
Who am I trying to fool, honey I've been living on my own like Freddy
But (you're) still a woman, baby tell me how
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
It's just another Friday night
For you and your accessory (lies)
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappears, Sincerely
We should get back on the road like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You're all the shelter that I need above me
Who am I trying to fool Honey I've got your ring tone on my Blackberry
And I won't give a damn if only I knew how
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred jpeg files fillin' up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one, this is the one
Come on and give it up
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever..........
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