WTF??!! What the eff is up with Blogger?

My posts from like month ago are barely being put into the updates....

O_o

Homecoming '09

Homecoming this year was awesome! :)

The music was your typical dance music but it was fun because everyone got into it and even sang some songs (including me hahaha). It was great being there with all of my friends :)

My posts seem to be getting shorter and shorter...

I promise sson that I will go back to putting big posts. Haha :)

It's been awhile....

...since I last blogged. I hardly have anytime anymore to blog. I think it will be easier to start doing vlogs now or something. Haha. I might just start doing that.

Well, life has been going great! The classes, the friends, everything's good.

Just wanted to let those of you who read this know.

Thanks for reading :)

Does anyone have a PSP that I can have??? PLEASE??!!

I need it because of the new

Dissidia: FInal Fantasy

game that is coming out on Tues. Please! I'll be forever in your debt.

I will die if I can't get one.

Oh, and I need it so I can buy a copy of

Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII and

Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep (when it is released in the future)

OMG PLEASE ANYONE!!!

My Busy Saturday

Yesterday was one of my busiest days ever. It may not sound like it, but it was.

First, I was forced to wake up at 9am, which is pretty early for me. As soon as I woke up, I was practically thrown into the shower. Haha.

We [My mom, sister and myself] had to go meet up with my dad because he had to give my mom money for the tuition for school. Our day started with $500 in my moms purse and $500 i my sister's. Then, we wanted breakfast, so we went to Norms on Azusa. It was surprisingly cheap. And free refills on Hot Chocolate?! OMG. I wanna go back. After we ate, we went to Marukai (a Japanese market) and we went to buy candies and drinks. I got my mom and sister hooked omn this place, and now she loves the Ramune soda. After, we went to Staples (up there by the Seafood City, up on that hill) to get SOME school supplies, like pens and pencils and a new backpack (even though I still have one).

After, we went to Sam's Club to get groceries. When we were there, my mom and sister had to go to the restroom, so instead of waiting for them, I went and did half the shopping myself. When we were done, we got drinks (Lemonade for my mom and sister, and a Rasberry Iced Tea for me).

We went home to drop everything off, and I got my booklist, because we left again, and now headed to Barnes and Noble, to buy the english novels for IB English. They didn't have Woman at Point Zero and I couldn't get Ghosts because I didn't know the author, and there are so many books by that name. So I'm just going to buy them on the school website.

Then we went to the mall so I could get some new shoes. We went to the Vans store. And it's funny because these dudes walked up to me like I worked there or something. Haha. That's never happened before. And they had these GIANT Vans shoes. It was funny. I bought 2 pairs and then we went to JC Penny to buy some new undershirts for school. Then we went to Macy's because my mom had to buy this Clinique stuff. After, it's already like 7pm, so we went to Olive Garden. My mom just felt like going there, so we did. And our dinner conversation was like planning my sister's wedding, even though we don't if its going to happen or not. We were just having fun. Then we just went home, and ended the night.

Dead Fantasy III

Tifa VS Hitomi

and another cliffhanger

Dead Fantasy (Square-Enix VS Dead or Alive)

This is like the most epic series ever. It's been created by these people, but they are genius for doing it. I want this to become a game. It must. We must contact SQUARE-ENIX now.

Here they are.

I shall be uploading them as they are released.

So far, its:

Yuna, Rikku, Tifa, Rinoa and Kairi

VS

Dead or Alive Chciks (IDK their names)

Dead Fantasy I

Dead Fantasy II

Phone Call

I'm bored.

Today, I talked with Maryanne on the phone for like, over an hour.

I love having long phone calls. They're so much fun.

We just talked about IB History and about school, how we want to go back already, and hopefully we have the same classes. HAHA.

MacBookPro

So, today, I FINALLY got my new computer. It is a MacBookPro. I shall no longer have to deal with the unloyal PC anymore. It does not deserve to be used by me if it cannot uphold to my downloading necessities. Haha. Just Kidding. But still. Apple is MUCH MORE RELIABLE. I love it sooo much. Now, I must be very careful not to break this one.

Insignificant Burden

Wow, lately, that's what I've felt like. I don't know why, but I feel like I bother my friends. Do I seem to constantly nag? Constantly try to be in everyone's business? I think being alone is the cause. I guess I'm used to being with everyone at school, that being home with connections cut off, I try every chance I get. But I think that is the downfall. I feel that my friends are becoming more distant. Is it perhaps I don't have unlimited text? Is it because I dread upon trying to save friendships that have become obsolete? Maybe. I try everything I can, but nothing seems to work. I get no replies, and I think it's because of me.

Maybe it is. Maybe I pushed them away. And that just hurts. But then I take a second glance and see that...maybe, it's better this way. They have new lives. We have made all new friends and seem to forget about the others. But I simply refuse to let that feeling of repression win. I knew that at some point in time, we would go our separate ways and our friendships would cease to exist. I was afraid of that happening. I've never had something like that ever happen to me. It's almost as if death has separated us. But, nonetheless I keep trying, and I believe that is what is pushing people away even more. I'm sorry, but I think that soon, I will have to give up for good.

If what I do does not work, well then what else can I do? You go to different schools. I try to text, but never get a reply. But when you do is when I recover a small glimmer of hope. Hope that our friendship will rekindle and be reborn. I try to comment you on myspace...but the reply I get 3 days later is of no use. As time passes, I fear that my options will slowly, but surely run out.

I don't have my time left, I'm afraid, so I will try to do whatever I can. I wish that I could go back to the good old days. But I know that those days are long gone and past. I promise that I will do my best and also hope that you can return the favor.

And to all of my new and recent friends: I hope that this does not happen with you. I've realized that the chances for "Friends forever" are very slim, and only a handful are even that. I will cherish every moment I have, and also cherish the memories of those days as well. But, in the end, "Memories are nice, but that's all they are" (Rikku, Final Fantasy X). I hope that we can recover, and truly hope that maybe things can retrogress back to the way they were.

Friends, I tell you this: I will always be there for you. No matter what. No matter if you leave or if you try to discard your memory of me. No matter what, I will be there to the end. I want to strengthen our bonds and show that "Friends forever" really do exist.

Now, I will go now, and drown my sorrows in my music. That always seems to help...for a while.
I really must try to resist the "Inner Emo" (Neku Sakuraba, The World Ends With You).